Living with Cancer: My Journey

Living with Cancer: My Journey

Hey everyone,

I wanted to take a moment to update you all on my current situation. As some of you may already know, I have been battling cancer for some time now, and I wanted to share with you the challenges I am facing on a daily basis. It's not an easy road, but I'm hanging in there and doing my best to stay positive.

A Break from Chemo and Doctor's Appointments

One silver lining in this difficult journey is that, for the moment, I have been given a break from chemotherapy and doctor's appointments. It's a nice change of pace to have a break from the constant medical interventions and treatments. However, despite this respite, I can't ignore the fact that my health is clearly declining.

The Physical Toll

One of the most noticeable changes in my body is the decline in my energy levels. I find myself becoming tired much more easily, and even simple tasks can feel overwhelming. The toll on my body is evident as I have lost a significant amount of weight, currently weighing only 130 pounds.

My mobility has also been greatly affected. Inside the house, I am now restricted to using a walker, and outside, I rely on a wheelchair due to my poor balance. It's disheartening to experience falls even when I am being extra cautious. To maintain some level of physical activity, I try to exercise in the pool whenever possible.

Sensory Changes

As the cancer progresses, I have noticed changes in my senses. My eyesight is deteriorating, making it increasingly difficult to see clearly. I rely on assistance and adapt to cope with this challenge. Additionally, my hearing has been significantly impacted, with only 20% functionality remaining in one ear and complete loss in the other. This has required me to find alternative ways to communicate and navigate the world around me.

Another concerning change is the numbness I am experiencing in my fingertips. It's a strange sensation, and it reminds me of the impact this disease is having on my nervous system.

Challenges with Eating

One of the most frustrating aspects of living with cancer is the impact it has on my ability to enjoy food. The flavors that once brought me joy are now almost nonexistent. It's disheartening to lose one of life's simple pleasures. Furthermore, the mechanics of chewing and swallowing have become increasingly difficult, making each meal a challenge.

The Struggle of Daily Living

As the days go by, the mechanics of daily living have become increasingly difficult. Simple tasks that were once effortless now require immense effort and energy. It's a constant reminder of the toll that cancer takes on both the body and the mind.

I wanted to share these updates with you all to give you a glimpse into my current reality. It's not an easy journey, but I am grateful for the support and love I receive from my friends and family. Your encouragement means the world to me, and it helps me stay strong in the face of adversity.

Thank you for being there for me, and I will continue to keep you updated on my journey.

Take care,